No Inspiration
by JS
I downloaded duo505′s Another Illusion and Hot Chip’s latest One Life Stand. Both are solid albums that I suspect will grow on me, but neither provided quite the cleansing inspiration I was looking for today.
I can’t complain too loudly. My state of mind lately oscillates between total despair and grim resignation. I know from experience that I should not expect to actually enjoy anything during this period. I’ve given up alcohol, started exercising twice a day, and have adopted a nearly fetishistic approach to food consumption. None of these lifestyle changes is really making any kind of dent in my psyche as I dance around the hollow shell of my true problem.
I seem to be out of ideas.
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Strange, I’ve given up tasty food, started exercising once every two days, and have adopted a nearly fetishistic approach to beer…
Also strange – about 2 weeks ago I started riding my MTB every day (at night during the week) and crashing 2 times a week. My body is covered in bruises and road burns. I’m getting fitter, painfully. Could it be that some weird phase of the sun , moon and planets has caused all Stober males to have change of lifestyle issues?